tear me from myself

brinkoflifedrmr @ 2005-08-05T08:30:00

2005-08-05T12:46:54Z

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure's center rising

My life overturned
Over the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble

In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set. All darkens.

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Eternal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you happy?
Are you happy?
Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted

What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?

Mudvayne-happy? Kind of the song of how im feeling right now.

brinkoflifedrmr @ 2005-07-22T22:51:00

2005-07-23T02:52:35Z

This is Stefani updating for Steven.

kUPDATED.

WOW Steve actually updated

2005-07-10T14:59:58Z

Well not much has been has ben going on recently. I've just been working and hanging out with my g/f. Then I've just been working with my band. We have a copuple big this summer with pending dates. But you will also be able to see us at local venues such as the rock room, and St. Andrews Hall. But life is good and all that so Pce out A town down. I love you Stef.

-Steve-

Stone Sour- Omega

2005-06-12T19:20:35Z

What a skeletal wreck of man this is
Translucent flesh and feeble bones
The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones
Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear
And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus
On the bigger...better...now...

We all have a little sin that needs venting
Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office
Do you know what your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve?

Wind down inside adivistic galore
The value of a summer spent and a winter earned

For the rest of us there is always sunday
The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths
So we can wade naked into the bloody pool
And place our hand on the big black book
To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers

A vacation is a countdown
T-minus your life and counting
Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube and hope you get a taste

What the fuck is all this for?
What the hells going on?
Shut up!

I could go on and on, but let’s move on...shall we?

Say, you’re me and I’m you and they all watch the things we do
And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs
Haven’t felt like this in years
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse
Let me go and plundge me into the dead spot again

That’s where you go when there’s no one else around
Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?

Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger

Classified my ass, that’s a fucking secret and you know it
Government is another way to say...better...than...you...

Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick
Its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware...what luck
Fascism you can vote for...isn’t that sweet

And we’re all gonna die some day, cause that’s the american way
And I’ve drunk to much and said to little
When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and...

See what’s happening

Shut up
Fuck you, fuck you

I’m sorry I could go on and on
But it’s time to move on...so...

Remember..
You’re a wreck
An accident, forget the freak you’re just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run
Because in then end everything we do...
Is just everything we’ve done

Yeah listening to stone sour. Theres my update...but keepthis in mind- what if you were a tree......

But Yeah

2005-06-05T02:46:49Z

So today I went to dinner with Stefani and her parents. I think it went well. But yeah- i dont know- im out of words- im too damn tired. Well Pce out yo.

Stefani:-* -5/09/05-

brinkoflifedrmr @ 2005-05-31T20:54:00

2005-06-01T00:55:11Z

Stefani

Your Eyes like a sunset over the ocean
Your touch like the touch of a goddess
Every time I see you- my mind is filled
Filled with these thoughts of you
You’re the happiness in my life
The Life I live
Everything about you makes me smile
The way you cover your face with folders as you giggle
The way you smile as I walk by
You are the definition of beautiful in my mind
What a great definition it is
When I think of the future
I can’t see it without you
From blue skies to a rainy day
I know you’ll be there
There for me as I am for you

O yeah

2005-05-30T17:31:15Z

So yesterday I had to go to a memorial day party at my aunts house. Yeah it was probably the most boring party I have ever been to. I sat around with my cousins, and then called Stefani cause I was like yeah. So i walked down to clarkston road for no apparent reason and walked through a cemetary. It was cool. Then after that I went back to my cousins house and chilled. I was outside talking to Stef sitting on a tractor yelling to my cousins "I'm a farmer". Yeah it was cool. But then I went home and slept, and here I am. Bored with nothing to do. Well theres my update.
Stef *5/09/05*

-Steve-

None

2005-05-18T23:08:08Z

So I am now the luckiest guy alive- I have the best g/f a guy could ask for.

Stefani 5/9/05(she really is the best)

yeah

2005-04-24T21:41:04Z

Wow its been a long time. Not much is new as usual. Been working, going to school- you know the essentials. My band Brink Of Life may be playing at the Emerald Theatre in downtown Mt. Clemens late next month. I will update if somthing like that happens. We'll be hitting you with a huge set, and heavy beats. More to come...

-Steve-

Long Time

2005-03-07T22:30:01Z

Well its been along time since I've updated. Yeah. ill write whats new later.

-Steve-

Show tomorrow

2004-12-01T22:48:36Z

Well Brink Of Life plays tomorrow at the Emerald theatre. Doors open at 7. Hope to see some of you there- sorry 18+ show.

-Steve-

yeah

2004-10-11T19:56:22Z

Pink Floyd-Hey You

Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?
Hey you, dont help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight.

Hey you, out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone
Would you touch me?
Hey you, with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?
Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.

But it was only fantasy.
The wall was too high,
As you can see.
No matter how he tried,
He could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.

Hey you, standing in the road
always doing what you're told,
Can you help me?
Hey you, out there beyond the wall,
Breaking bottles in the hall,
Can you help me?
Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall.

[Click of TV being turned on]
"Well, only got an hour of daylight left. Better get started"
"Isnt it unsafe to travel at night?"
"It'll be a lot less safe to stay here. You're father's gunna pick up our trail before long"
"Can Loca ride?"
"Yeah, I can ride... Magaret, time to go! Maigret, thank you for everything"
"Goodbye Chenga"
"Goodbye miss ..."
"I'll be back"

Next Big Show

2004-10-09T19:12:44Z

Well Brink Of Life has a HUGE show comming up on Dec. 2nd at the Emerald Theatre. We will be playing with The Chasers, and 5 other bands. Should be a great show. We should also be continuing playing at the Sentimental Lady through the next couple of weeks. These show are 21 and over. But Brink of Life is back in the saddle and ready to rock out. Hope to see you all on Dec. 2nd

-Steve-

none

2004-10-06T00:33:17Z

Yeah dont get in trouble by the cops and you will be able to stayt on your computer. Or you clould be like me and get kicked off for two months. But im back none the less.

Wow

2004-08-28T19:49:19Z

So last night my power went out for like 7 1/2 hours. It was great. No air and I had to be up for work at 6. I was so pissed when I woke up and it was still out. But then I went to work and it was closed but I still had to go in. Then once the power went back on we opened like an hour later. It was extremly busy and I didnt get a break. But yeah today I am just staying home and doing nothing. Ill write later.

-Steve-

Brink Of Life Is Back

2004-08-14T23:06:03Z

Yes Eric's hand is fully healed and we will be playing at the sentimental lady next week. We are ready for a rocking show. Check the site for more details. Anyone 18 and over welcome.
brinkoflifemusic.zoomshare.com

-Steve-

Times Up

2004-08-06T03:19:43Z

Brink Of Life
"Times Up"

Fucked up
Now my life's down the drain
Every single day I feel the pain
Trying to fit the pieces together without a brain
People fuck up, thats the way shit goes
But everytime I fuck up shit is bound to blow

Chorus-
Hand me the knife
Exchange for pain
The only thing running comes out of my veins
But before I make the cut, I think one thing
I think of you, and that keeps me sane

The devil keeps pulling me to his deveish ways
And when people hold me back I have nothing to say
I tried selling my soul
And what did I get
Falling deeper in a hole of a bottomless pit

Chorus

Its gone to far
My head wants it to quit
Im sick of this world
And sick of this shit
My bodies spinning
I dont know whats real
Slit my wrists and give me somthing to feel

Chorus x4 without music getting softer.

This will be on the album which will be out by the beginning of this fall

Well what a week

2004-08-04T21:38:55Z

So i got busted for having a party. My parents.....i dont know how- found out i had people over. So yeah. Dont throw a party if u dont want to get in trouble. At least they didnt find the bottles...HA. Well yeah then I got some time to write a new song. Ill post it in here later. And yeah nothing much else is new. Yeah. Later.

-Steve-

none

2004-07-28T15:28:47Z

So yesterday i went and saw anchorman. It was pretty funny. We basically ditched my sisters birthday party to see it. Then I came back home and watched starsky and hutch. It was a pretty good movie. Then I weent to bed and that was my great day. Then I have to work today. 6-10. Fun shit. Yeah so Ill write more later.

So the show was off

2004-07-26T18:40:16Z

As people who planned on comming to Brink Of Lifes show last saturday im sure you found out it was cancelled. Eric punched through glass and has some stitches. Therefore, we could not play the show. If it it the worst it could be months before he can play again. But if we are lucky then he can play in three weeks. But fuck if i know. I just hope we can play a show before school starts again. And yeah PARTY this weekend. If you are invited - you know when it is already. If you dont... well call me and find out :) it should be fun. Well thats all for now.

-Steve-

Another Show for your earhole.

2004-07-20T01:21:39Z

Hey Brink Of Life has another show This SATURDAY at the Sentimental Lady. New Songs, New style and a couple of new covers. We Will go on at 9 or so and play until we are done. After the show, there will be karokie for anyone who wants to sing. We hope to see everyone there.

-Steve-

The day

2004-07-17T01:40:44Z

So today I slept in and then I hung out with Brittany and Lexi. We basically hung out up at fox for like 3 hours. Then we all walked home and I had to go to work. It was really boring.busy at times but thats about it. Tomorrow I have to work from 8-3. After that I am hoping to hang out with Brittany. I would like to because she has to go to her dads. Then I have to work the same shift on Sunday, and Im off Monday. Well thats all for now- I'll write more later.

-Steve-

My Day Today!!! O Yay!!!! Wow that sounds gay

2004-07-16T01:44:22Z

So today I went to sleep and shit and had some stuff that happened today that I dont want to talk about. But other than that I slept and woke up and sat at home. Then after this exciting part of the day- Britt and Alex called and we met up at fox. We just sat around there and talked. Then Kyle and kenny rode up on some motorized scooter. Kyle had his shirt off. It was GROSS. Brittany- Monkey Legs. Lol. Your so awesome. Yeah and then from there I walked Brittany home and walked home. Since ive been kind of depressed lately I have my girlfriend and all my great friends who are getting me through it. I can't thank you guys enough. Anyways... After that I took off for band practice. We had to wait awhile for eric because he was with Trish, but when he got there we practiced our asses off. We have a great line up for our show at the Sentimental Lady. You will all have to check out that show. But for whoeve came to Emerald- we will do the song forecast. And wse have a lot of new songs for you. We hope to have a demo for you all at this show. We'll Ill write later.

-Steve-

YES SIR

2004-07-14T03:03:53Z

Well I have had a GREAT week. I mean hanging out with my girlfriend, and all my other friends is the best. We all went to the mall today and shit. We just hung out. I bought sevendust animosity. They are like my favorte band. But yeah then we went back to Nino's house to hang out. Yeah fun shit. I lit a whole box of matches on fire. It was great. So I owe brittany a lighter. O well. Yeah then I went to band practice. We made 2 new songs. Lol. so much fun. Now Im home. Well ill write later.

-Steve-

none

2004-07-12T03:40:15Z

Sevendust- Xmas Day

One step in the dark
Touch her hand just to see
If she's all alone again
Still she hasn't seen sun
But I promise you now when she wakes
There will be none
Don't know how she gets by
Sleeps with a phone on her chest
And a bottle that's totally dry
Forgets the day I was born
But if she saw me right now

She would hold me until we both die

I could be the one who would die to
feel you breathe

I could break into a million pieces
So just run as fast as you can for me
You mean everything

I can't deny her. I'll do whatever
To stop all the bleeding that makes
her world so red
Such a delicate one
She screams so loud that I run to
hide from the sound
And I could be the one who would die
to feel you breathe
But it's too far-gone
And this love must die

[Chorus repeat 4x]

Im sick of putting my songs on here. Here are better and more talented song writers.