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In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure's center rising
My life overturned
Over the despair
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set. All darkens.
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Eternal pathway to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Are you happy?
Are you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?
Mudvayne-happy? Kind of the song of how im feeling right now.
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[22 Jul 2005|10:51pm] |
This is Stefani updating for Steven.
kUPDATED.
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| WOW Steve actually updated |
[10 Jul 2005|10:48am] |
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Well not much has been has ben going on recently. I've just been working and hanging out with my g/f. Then I've just been working with my band. We have a copuple big this summer with pending dates. But you will also be able to see us at local venues such as the rock room, and St. Andrews Hall. But life is good and all that so Pce out A town down. I love you Stef.
-Steve-
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| Stone Sour- Omega |
[12 Jun 2005|03:17pm] |
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What a skeletal wreck of man this is
Translucent flesh and feeble bones
The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones
Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear
And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus
On the bigger...better...now...
We all have a little sin that needs venting
Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office
Do you know what your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve?
Wind down inside adivistic galore
The value of a summer spent and a winter earned
For the rest of us there is always sunday
The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths
So we can wade naked into the bloody pool
And place our hand on the big black book
To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers
A vacation is a countdown
T-minus your life and counting
Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube and hope you get a taste
What the fuck is all this for?
What the hells going on?
Shut up!
I could go on and on, but let’s move on...shall we?
Say, you’re me and I’m you and they all watch the things we do
And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs
Haven’t felt like this in years
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse
Let me go and plundge me into the dead spot again
That’s where you go when there’s no one else around
Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger
Classified my ass, that’s a fucking secret and you know it
Government is another way to say...better...than...you...
Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick
Its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware...what luck
Fascism you can vote for...isn’t that sweet
And we’re all gonna die some day, cause that’s the american way
And I’ve drunk to much and said to little
When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and...
See what’s happening
Shut up
Fuck you, fuck you
I’m sorry I could go on and on
But it’s time to move on...so...
Remember..
You’re a wreck
An accident, forget the freak you’re just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run
Because in then end everything we do...
Is just everything we’ve done
Yeah listening to stone sour. Theres my update...but keepthis in mind- what if you were a tree......
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| But Yeah |
[04 Jun 2005|10:44pm] |
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So today I went to dinner with Stefani and her parents. I think it went well. But yeah- i dont know- im out of words- im too damn tired. Well Pce out yo.
Stefani:-* -5/09/05-
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[31 May 2005|08:54pm] |
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Stefani
Your Eyes like a sunset over the ocean
Your touch like the touch of a goddess
Every time I see you- my mind is filled
Filled with these thoughts of you
You’re the happiness in my life
The Life I live
Everything about you makes me smile
The way you cover your face with folders as you giggle
The way you smile as I walk by
You are the definition of beautiful in my mind
What a great definition it is
When I think of the future
I can’t see it without you
From blue skies to a rainy day
I know you’ll be there
There for me as I am for you
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[30 May 2005|01:24pm] |
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So yesterday I had to go to a memorial day party at my aunts house. Yeah it was probably the most boring party I have ever been to. I sat around with my cousins, and then called Stefani cause I was like yeah. So i walked down to clarkston road for no apparent reason and walked through a cemetary. It was cool. Then after that I went back to my cousins house and chilled. I was outside talking to Stef sitting on a tractor yelling to my cousins "I'm a farmer". Yeah it was cool. But then I went home and slept, and here I am. Bored with nothing to do. Well theres my update.
Stef *5/09/05*
-Steve-
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[18 May 2005|07:07pm] |
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So I am now the luckiest guy alive- I have the best g/f a guy could ask for.
Stefani 5/9/05(she really is the best)
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[24 Apr 2005|05:38pm] |
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Wow its been a long time. Not much is new as usual. Been working, going to school- you know the essentials. My band Brink Of Life may be playing at the Emerald Theatre in downtown Mt. Clemens late next month. I will update if somthing like that happens. We'll be hitting you with a huge set, and heavy beats. More to come...
-Steve-
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| Long Time |
[07 Mar 2005|05:29pm] |
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Well its been along time since I've updated. Yeah. ill write whats new later.
-Steve-
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| Show tomorrow |
[01 Dec 2004|05:47pm] |
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Well Brink Of Life plays tomorrow at the Emerald theatre. Doors open at 7. Hope to see some of you there- sorry 18+ show.
-Steve-
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[11 Oct 2004|12:55pm] |
Pink Floyd-Hey You
Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?
Hey you, dont help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight.
Hey you, out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone
Would you touch me?
Hey you, with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?
Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.
But it was only fantasy.
The wall was too high,
As you can see.
No matter how he tried,
He could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.
Hey you, standing in the road
always doing what you're told,
Can you help me?
Hey you, out there beyond the wall,
Breaking bottles in the hall,
Can you help me?
Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
Together we stand, divided we fall.
[Click of TV being turned on]
"Well, only got an hour of daylight left. Better get started"
"Isnt it unsafe to travel at night?"
"It'll be a lot less safe to stay here. You're father's gunna pick up our trail before long"
"Can Loca ride?"
"Yeah, I can ride... Magaret, time to go! Maigret, thank you for everything"
"Goodbye Chenga"
"Goodbye miss ..."
"I'll be back"
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| Next Big Show |
[09 Oct 2004|12:09pm] |
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Well Brink Of Life has a HUGE show comming up on Dec. 2nd at the Emerald Theatre. We will be playing with The Chasers, and 5 other bands. Should be a great show. We should also be continuing playing at the Sentimental Lady through the next couple of weeks. These show are 21 and over. But Brink of Life is back in the saddle and ready to rock out. Hope to see you all on Dec. 2nd
-Steve-
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[05 Oct 2004|05:31pm] |
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Yeah dont get in trouble by the cops and you will be able to stayt on your computer. Or you clould be like me and get kicked off for two months. But im back none the less.
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[28 Aug 2004|03:44pm] |
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So last night my power went out for like 7 1/2 hours. It was great. No air and I had to be up for work at 6. I was so pissed when I woke up and it was still out. But then I went to work and it was closed but I still had to go in. Then once the power went back on we opened like an hour later. It was extremly busy and I didnt get a break. But yeah today I am just staying home and doing nothing. Ill write later.
-Steve-
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| Brink Of Life Is Back |
[14 Aug 2004|07:04pm] |
Yes Eric's hand is fully healed and we will be playing at the sentimental lady next week. We are ready for a rocking show. Check the site for more details. Anyone 18 and over welcome.
brinkoflifemusic.zoomshare.com
-Steve-
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| Times Up |
[05 Aug 2004|11:12pm] |
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Brink Of Life
"Times Up"
Fucked up
Now my life's down the drain
Every single day I feel the pain
Trying to fit the pieces together without a brain
People fuck up, thats the way shit goes
But everytime I fuck up shit is bound to blow
Chorus-
Hand me the knife
Exchange for pain
The only thing running comes out of my veins
But before I make the cut, I think one thing
I think of you, and that keeps me sane
The devil keeps pulling me to his deveish ways
And when people hold me back I have nothing to say
I tried selling my soul
And what did I get
Falling deeper in a hole of a bottomless pit
Chorus
Its gone to far
My head wants it to quit
Im sick of this world
And sick of this shit
My bodies spinning
I dont know whats real
Slit my wrists and give me somthing to feel
Chorus x4 without music getting softer.
This will be on the album which will be out by the beginning of this fall
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| Well what a week |
[04 Aug 2004|05:36pm] |
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So i got busted for having a party. My parents.....i dont know how- found out i had people over. So yeah. Dont throw a party if u dont want to get in trouble. At least they didnt find the bottles...HA. Well yeah then I got some time to write a new song. Ill post it in here later. And yeah nothing much else is new. Yeah. Later.
-Steve-
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[28 Jul 2004|11:26am] |
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So yesterday i went and saw anchorman. It was pretty funny. We basically ditched my sisters birthday party to see it. Then I came back home and watched starsky and hutch. It was a pretty good movie. Then I weent to bed and that was my great day. Then I have to work today. 6-10. Fun shit. Yeah so Ill write more later.
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| So the show was off |
[26 Jul 2004|02:35pm] |
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As people who planned on comming to Brink Of Lifes show last saturday im sure you found out it was cancelled. Eric punched through glass and has some stitches. Therefore, we could not play the show. If it it the worst it could be months before he can play again. But if we are lucky then he can play in three weeks. But fuck if i know. I just hope we can play a show before school starts again. And yeah PARTY this weekend. If you are invited - you know when it is already. If you dont... well call me and find out :) it should be fun. Well thats all for now.
-Steve-
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